Spandex shortts;

I am very happy that I got my Joker dog tag, Batman Begins DVD, and Batman dog tag in the mail this week! And on the back of the Batman one, it says 'Joker is mucho sexy.' ;D The only thing that I don't like is the fact that Batman Begins is almost as long ad The Dark Knight, which is almost three hours! I am probably not going to have enough time to watch the entire thing at one time. Anyways,  the countdown till school ends for me is down to 4 days of school left. I cannot wait until Summer! But, I am going to miss all of my eighth grade friends, cause they're going to high school. ): And I am going to miss my boyfriend too. But hey, this summer shall still rock! On another note, I made a video of just me for Alisa and I's Youtube channel: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uXKP5KdbtLE  I don't think it is as great as the ones of both me and Alisa, but I think it is pretty good. (: Just another thing, I am getting sick and tired of people pretending to like The Joker just because I do. I mean, Jesus fuck! Get your own thing, and do not steal it from me! For instance, that bitch who I mentioned before, who colored her hair green and purple or whatever, and pretended to actually know about the movie, and about Batman. Now, there is this other girl, who puts a caption under one of her Myspace pictures that says 'Cause your a freak, like me.' Umm. What the fuck? I could have sworn that that is the title of one of my photo albums? But, hey, whatever, at least I actually love The Joker and do not have to fake it just to impress people. (By the way, lots of people think I'm weird because of it, so why bother with the faking?) Well, anyways, I shall now put a poem here. - xoxo Ashley

Schizophrenia

By: Ashley P.

She is fragile,

she is weak,

her sanity is slowly fading.

Her heartbeats are like drums,

pounding in her ears,

she smiles all the time,

living her fake life.

The voices are relentless,

they shall never fade,

until she lets herself slip into the blackness,

into the doomed insanity,

she is meant for.

She can barely speak,

she is dissalutioned,

void of thought,

people have waited far too long to help her.

Everyone saw it,

they all knew,

that she was slowly falling apart.

Now it is too late,

she is a walking zombie,

who will one day disappear,

into the blackness,

called the schizophrenic mind.

Idea: 

I was listening to the song Schizophrenia by BrokeNCYDE when I thought of this poem. No, I guess there is no deep meaning to this one. - xoxo Ashley